It's 1:20am on January 2, 2014. I just checked my countdown app on my iPhone and I almost experienced yet another heart/anxiety/over-excitement attack as the number three hit the screen. I absolutely cannot believe how quickly time is passing. In just three days we'll be gone! It's quite bittersweet. Although I am excited for the actual journey, the best thing next to it is the lead up. All the preparation, stress and excitement was not entirely great as it caused a few heated fights and tears here and there, but it was memorable. It was an integral part of the whole trip! And to think that in just three days, all that will be faded in the back of our minds and soon enough... so will the actual adventure in itself. I dread the day we come back to Australia and the precise moment we step foot out of the airport. I will be utterly devastated and i'm not even trying to be dramatic here...
I am bipolar. I'm trying to stay positive because this trip will be amazing. But I can't think about leaving it. I am nowhere close to finishing my packing and we don't even have a set itinerary for some parts of the trip and I'm already experiencing PHD, Post Holiday Depression. When the holiday is actually over, I will feel much so so so so much worse I can feel it.
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